life is so busy right now taught this week, received new contract (technical side) teaching next week maybe teaching the week of christmas! got picked to co-author a new book got contract for that this week deadlines at the end of January organized pot-luck Christmas liturgy have to put together my material for that put together my contrib to a birthday present and it took about 6 hours building an entire new website, managing two new webspaces, and adding tons of content to danielsjourney tons of pictures scanned from last europe trip, san fran trip, hate mail show, and people (3) for whom i did photoshoots last weekend plus old people shots applying for big grant which really fits my vision for art and social action, but have tons of competition important for the grant chances but also for myself to really pin down my recent visions about the role of my life in social action and activism, community building, and art still pursuing a music project that will mesh my recent songwriting with dance styles and dynamic vocals still recording the songs themselves for the first stage of this project to begin still trying to play out at open mics whenever possible to at least be up there and warm up these songs in front of people still spending QT with Miriam still reading lots still watching lots of foreign films still praying sporatically still believing 7943795daniel millerFriday, December 14, 2001publishworld, I'm so sick of all your bullshit I cannot live in this social economy when I say new economy from now on, I mean those of us who don't want to live by the same rules of must get ahead, must get ahead dog eats dog eye for eye running the race being a rat bigger house car dog penis breasts smaller nose waistline interest rate 7852906daniel millerTuesday, December 11, 2001publish